sacredlost

So many years, I chased the dragon, on a crusade Came back battle scarred and wounded, and  lost The Queen of my heart, no armor can shield me now For now I am an ancient warrior, and won some battles But lost the war My castle is battered, my Queen is gone, my warriors fell Eight years in the crusade, years lost, new battles to fight And what have I won, not what I believed in, no,  never All I remain is a ancient warrior, in a cold castle, alone I lost the love Yet, I feel a healing power from The Higher Power, Herness And my fortress will be rebuilt, stone by stone, no mote Just the Knight in my soul, to be healed, be happy, an

remembering her.. (simple mind version) remebering her and the way we were trying not to think this pains still reminding me a simple excuse killed the master plan everything in me you loved still you watched me fall watched me bleed and i carry forth alone but cant forget you were my home silence becons yet still i hold on shelter the candle of hope although I know its long gone a vast void you left in me scrape the pieces together pick out what was you figure out whats left of me shattered years later im still sweeping up those fragments of me dreaming of what we were always meant to be yet you ran away.. you gave up on me

Thoughts silently clatter in my mind I see the dreams shatter, across my closed eyes here in the darkness they leave me to I stand washed in heavens tears I remember their eyes, I remember every one of my fears who I was no more, who I have become hopes of who I'll someday become out of touch with this hazy confusion lost behind the sun Though I stood before them, with my soft tears I reach - but cannot touch The smell of their hair still surrounds the air I breathe the once touch of a hand caresses me only by memory that poisoned heart of lonliness surrounds both them... and me still I could say nothing still we thought it

 Searching, praying for motivation watch over me Give me a  newfound hope and reason to try or trust I feel so alone now Without truly feeling a thing So unknowing of why or how I fall from graceless knights Cruel, hopeless, words echo through What am I to do? Searching, praying for motivation That will bring me back to you I am drowning in my melancholy ways I miss your sight Must I pass through these dull days Living out such a meaningless daze And though my life is full of strife It seems to lack true meaning Come back, dear angel, into my life And release me

IN TIMES OF... My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and comp

Pull me into you and dress me up in silence A endless night to our summer dance Fall approaches us in the distance but the hope for spring is nothing more then whispered words Echoed words that last past eturnity a look that haunts the tightest closed eyes troubles hide behind every smile happiness a faded illusion spins our sanity Can you not see what I see Or even feel what I feel balence hangs on a silvery thread of a spiders web Another cold night alone I pray for you to see I'd cut my wrist bleed stars into the darkend sky for you